So... mama has been SUPER emotional with this pregnancy. I mean I'm crying all the time and honestly sometimes I don't know what to do with myself because if you know me... you'll know I'm NOT a crier so this is new to me. Even with BC I wasn't like this. Daddy Carlos makes fun of me all the time... jerk!
It's hard not to freak out about the baby in the tummy. I mean I know I've done this before but like I said before... the 2nd time around is completely different. Even though you know much more about pregnancy you STILL freak out every once in a while and this past weekend was when "freak out mode" hit me. I mean... I was completely fine but I had a bad dream which had me uneasy for a couple of days and I told Carlos that I just needed to go in to hear the baby's heartbeat... just so I could feel better... I needed it as a mommy!
Monday came and I made an appt with the OB. Dr. Gearity came in and asked me what was wrong and I told him... I just want to hear my baby's hb so I can feel better about things since I had a bad dream I've been uneasy. Dr. Gearity tells me... "the dream wasn't about me right?"... LOL... Nooooo not about you... he goes... "I'll tell you what... I'm going to give you an u/s so you can see and hear your baby". I just smiled. He gave me the u/s and actually just let me watch the baby for a while. The baby was PERFECT... just hanging out and the baby was actually making fun of me by putting his/her hand on the forehead like saying "ayi... mommy... I'm okay... geez!"... LOL! I watched the LO just move his/her hand around and then s/he started to suck their thumb... soooooo freaking cute. I just couldn't help but cry as I watched my LO. I was just SO HAPPY to see him/her. I got to record the baby's hb on my phone so now I can hear it anytime I want. :)
I'm grateful to have such an AWESOME doctor who told me to go in whenever I want and not to hesitate about it. I cant get enough of my babies. :) They both are my world!
Here is a picture of the baby sucking his/her thumb...